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jason aguinaldo

economics and sociology ba to ma?

A curious thought entered my mind…I get these random sudden interests in things like GRAD SCHOOL and get excited for a hot second, then I am kind of dismissing the thought the next moment.  I don’t know if the appeal of continuing my education stems from the idea that that is what I “should” do or “suppose” to do or if I truly want to?  A part of me thinks if I really wanted to do I would have or would be doing it. 

I get torn between the idea of doing it because I want to versus because I should.  What is worse/better?  Doing it because it seems like the natural route to go or doing it because I really want to?  And with that in mind, is it advisable to do it if it feels somewhat against my own desire to?  I can’t figure out if I am just lazy and I should do it in SPITE of my laziness, or if maybe what I an interpreting as lazy is really a sign that school is not for me at the moment?